My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency
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#that one post with the thing #I have this fantasy but in a negative way #what if my problems are caused by things that are actually incredibly‚ stupidly easy to treat #what if I find out twenty years from now that a ten-dollar vitamin bottle from the grocery store would have fixed me #and I’ve been suffering for nothing #what if I *never* find out #(fun fact) #(last year they threw some things-in-the-general-vicinity-of-the-immune-system bloodwork at me) #(to see if anything turned up regarding the Immune Bullshit NOS) #(and the test for B12 deficiency pinged) #(to be clear I don’t think that’s what was causing the immune bullshit) #(I’ve been tested for B12 at least once before and it was fine then) #(I haven’t actually felt *anything* from the B12 supplements: it seems we caught it before it became symptomatic) #((…mind you‚ the one cold I’ve had since going on B12 was the second-mildest I’ve ever had‚ and I think within the normal-person range)) #((still‚ like I said‚ I’ve had okay B12 in the past)) #(but I’ve heard the horror stories of what happens if you *don’t* catch B12 deficiency early) #(and I wonder if there are other such traps in my path‚ that I have *not* discovered) #tag rambles #illness tw #medical cw #venting cw?