I want to hear more from people who dislike orgasms. You typically only seem to hear about how wonderful they are, but I want to hear more about the flip side.
Why don’t you like them? How do they make you feel? Do you think your asexuality plays a part?
It feels foreign and invasive [link], something intruding into my mind rather than part of me, trying to re-write my desires. The new, stronger form of arousal that leads (or at least *can* lead) up to it is distracting, attention-grabbing in a way I don’t like, and that makes it harder to masturbate in a way that’s *truly* satisfying, truly *mine*.
(That bit seems like it needs a context link, but I’m not sure which one would be best: maybe this one.)
This has only been happening for about 1 – 2.5 years, depending on how you count. I miss when there were fewer pitfalls.
Tags:
#oh hey look *another* way my body has deteriorated over the last couple years #(even if most people wouldn’t conceptualise it that way) #sexuality and lack thereof #Possible TMI #I’ve been thinking about whether to maybe answer this for like a week #but the tie-in with my previous post seems to have convinced me #reply via reblog #is the blue I see the same as the blue you see
Brinens and Things 