#… #relatable #Buddhism #Christianity #this probably deserves some warning tag but I am not sure what #death tw? #unreality cw? #this post was queued because my to-reblog list is too long and I didn’t want to dump it on you all at once
really annoying how much better my mood is now that that three straight weeks of no sunshine we had is over. like. i am NOT a sack of contingent chemical processes of which consciousness is only an emergent property! i am a fragment of true divinity imprisoned in the physical world by the demiurge! i refuse to be nothing more than my meat prison!!
Looking at the “I am human” check box and hesitating a little bit too long before clicking it.
looking at the “I am human” check box and clicking it immediately because I do not owe honesty to websites
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#relatable #eleven and a half years ago Tumblr made me claim I was human in order to sign up #and I have to admit I don’t think I’ve ever *entirely* forgiven that
one thing you need to know about me is that i am constantly having insane galaxy genius ancient greek philosopher level thoughts about everything ever all the time but before leaving my mouth they get filtered through seven layers of autism and come out sounding like a youtube comment made by a nine year old
Is that what that is?!? Is that why i cant vocalize the hot thoughts?
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#god I fucking know right #fucking hate the autism filter #(the layer of having to verbalise your thoughts in the first place is one thing) #(but the layer where *even when you know exactly what words you intend to say‚ your mouth won’t repeat them verbatim*? uggghhhh) #that excuse for communication called speech #autism #relatable
it’s an ‘I feel like i’m being gaslit by phonologists’ kind of night again
on some level i feel like i should appreciate the wide range of sounds humans can make with their mouths and that people have put a lot of effort into studying and cataloguing subtle variations within them. i should! intellectually i do.
emotionally i don’t though. i just read about yet another distinction between two sounds that i cannot hear l and i want to grab the entire field by the lapels and shake them vigorously while yelling that it’s the same fucking sound what are you talking about
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#this probably deserves some warning tag but I am not sure what #is the blue I see the same as the blue you see #language #relatable #fun wif forn fronting #last night I was‚ once again‚ listening to Of Monsters and Men and contemplating alien qualia
#art #comics #body horror? #fun with loopholes #relatable #definitely in the top 3 reasons to want shapeshifting #nobody can take your stuff from you if it’s embedded in your body
Brinens and Things 