whereismyphoenix asked: You know how people can “hear” their own thoughts? Do you know of any research on how “loud” they perceive their thoughts to be and if this correlates with personality? My guess would be that this varies tremendously among people, from not hearing anything, to having it almost indistinguishable from the real thing.

slatestarscratchpad:

My impression had always been that most people heard their thoughts only metaphorically, with the exception of psychotic people who literally hear them as voices. But given Galton et al’s findings on the visual imagination, I wouldn’t be at all surprised if some (non-psychotic) people literally heard them.

As for psychotic people, it can be anything from a whisper to a loud scream.

 

uncrediblehallq:

For me, the experience of thinking is usually much like the experience of talking to myself, minus moving my vocal parts. The exception is if I make a conscious effort to think in pictures. And I think Ozy sees their thoughts as text?

 

ozymandias271:

I don’t think sees is the right word? My thoughts are, like, the platonic ideal of text.

 

nihilsupernum:

my thoughts arise from the murky depths through a series of filters. at the beginning, they aren’t even noticeable to my conscious mind, but the second-to-last layer is something like the platonic ideal of text and the last layer feels like speaking without the moving my lips part. i get most of my actual thinking done at the second-to-last level, and this is the level at which i am actually thinking when i speak or type, although when i type i also “hear” the words in my head at the last level and when i plan what im going to say i also “hear” the thoughts at the last level, but not while i am actually speaking. i “hear” thoughts on the last level when i am reading but i can shut it off with significant effort and then my reading speed goes way up. when i am trying to actually think at the last level, what im going to “say” is already planned out the second-to-last level, and i get annoyed with how slow the last level is. the murky depths are something like a graph of associations, with nodes connected with various strength to other nodes and connections being invoked causing sparks.

when i was little i would draw diagrams of this process and try to make philosophical conclusions from it (i remember drawing when i was like eight or ten of a set of partially shaded concentric circles, with labels for each layer of thought (the last two were labeled properly, below that i said that i didn’t know how many there were because they weren’t observable, and the center was labeled something like “me? what is here?”—i didn’t have a model of the association net thing until a couple years later))



i also have a separate mode of thinking dedicated to mathematics, but it isn’t actually all that good for things beyond like arithmetic and some geometry (construction problems) and spatial reasoning problems and plotting derivatives and antiderivatives in my head and i do real math in my normal mode of thinking. it looks like a grey space where everything happens visually though.

i can actually see things in my head, but i dont generally generate sounds that aren’t in Default Mental Voice and it’s hard to although i can sometimes do it. i can’t hear music on command, but i can sometimes hear music (this is very enjoyable when it is music i can control and annoying when it’s music that’s just stuck in my head).

i have smelled things, felt pain, tasted things, felt non-pain sensations, seen color, had thought processes, etc in dreams. i haven’t practiced lucid dreaming but it happens rarely but regularly on its own (as in, i realize that i am dreaming)

Your thought layers sound very much like mine! There is the possible exception of the “without the moving my lips part”. While I generally don’t *actually* move my lips for the last layer, it is often accompanied by the *imagined* sensation of the appropriate mouth movements. This has either been happening more lately or I’m just noticing it more.

My mind’s eye is not all that detailed, but it is there and, under normal circumstances, in frequent use. (I say “under normal circumstances” because when I’m in a novel environment–museums, campsites, family reunions, etc–my ability to visualise pretty much shuts down. I presume this is to encourage me to devote more attention to the here and now when it is in particular need of attention.)

My mind’s ear is distinctly less detailed than the real thing (also distinctly internal, to be clear), but maybe not to as great an extent as with vision. I’ve noticed that the level of detail on an imagined song goes up when I’ve heard that song earlier in the same day (increasing more sharply on songs I haven’t heard very many times), with sleeping resetting the level of detail and sometimes which song is playing by default. (I woke up this morning to Poets of the Fall’s “Dreaming Wide Awake”. I don’t know why; I haven’t listened to it in a couple of weeks.) I can’t control the volume of music, silent reading voices*, or any other sound-based thought: it’s always at a neutral volume, not particularly loud or soft. I share aguycalledjohn​‘s tendency to end up thinking in other people’s voices for a short while after listening to them a lot.

On nitrous oxide (100% legal dental anesthetic, ftr), I found that my thoughts didn’t reach the last layer or two (I didn’t distinguish between the last two back then, though I think the distinction was there) automatically. It took a small-but-noticeable amount of effort to think in voice, and when I did the voice sounded flat. (Note: I get the impression from the anecdotes I’ve seen that there are two basic types of reaction to nitrous, and that I respond in the characteristically autistic manner.)

*Other branches of this thread indicate that this is the technical term.


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ilzolende:

ilzolende:

If I am a fictional character I exist in about 20 incomplete first drafts. Stuff keeps happening that pattern-matches to “plot hook” but for any of these

Gah, how did this get published in the middle of a sentence I clicked save as draft.

…for any of these to actually turn into a coherent plot at this point would require a massively oversized conspiracy theory.

I assumed you’d done it on purpose, so that the post would itself be an incomplete first draft.


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THE ULTIMATE ANSWER TO WHETHER OR NOT BREASTS ARE SEXUAL ORGANS

justice-turtle:

swoobats:

kaitlifts:

khaleesi-lifts:

Do they produce haploid gametes (either sperm or ovum) that can fuse to ultimately form an embryo? No.
Do they transport gametes? No.
Do they house the fetus during pregnancy? No.
Are they involved in the reproductive system of mammals? No.
Well what do you know, looks like they aren’t fucking sexual organs.

I know that a few of you might need to read this, just for clarification.

omg can you imagine a baby growing in a boob

twins

Milk creation isn’t involved in reproduction?

(That’s not even getting into the assumption that “sexual organ” means “reproductive organ”, when the people this is aimed at are probably using it to mean something more like “erogenous zone”.)


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cosmic-llin:

hhertzof:

madenthusiasms:

drinkingcocoa-tpp:

thursdayj:

What we need is a new platform that has both private and public posting options and handles text, images, and videos. And then we need a mass migration. MeWe has some potential. Anyone have any other ideas??

I’m trying to think if there’s any way in which LiveJournal doesn’t meet your requirements.  I greatly prefer LJ and I never left.  I resisted tumblr until I had to get one for TPP,  and I have never acclimatized.  But then, by tumblr standards, I am quite old.

I’ve never entirely understood why Live Journal or its cousin Dreamwidth fell out of favor.  Okay, it’s *much* easier to post images on tumblr.  But it’s far, far easier to hold a conversation on Live Journal.  I never left it either, and neither have my fandoms; both Holmes and Doctor Who have active newsletters aggregating all the LJ content for/from the fans.

I don’t post as much there anymore because it’s been so quiet, but it seems to be picking up again a little bit. I’ve even hit skip?=20 some days on my flists. I do miss the conversations.

It makes me sad how quiet LJ/DW are now, and it also makes me sad that, although people ARE still posting, I only have time and energy for so much fannish-leaning social media, and it usually ends up being Tumblr. I do think that, although it’s very possible to have conversations and make friends on Tumblr, the mechanisms for that were simpler on LJ/DW.

The thing is, I miss the conversations on LJ/DW, but Tumblr works so much better for the way I like to engage with fandom and fannish media. Like, I love to obsess over the little details and small cute moments in my shows, and gifsets with commentary and text posts are perfect for that. On LJ/DW, in my own experience anyway, you could pretty much only have that level of detailed discussion and have people actually care/join in if you were in a big fandom that was currently airing, or if most of your flist/circle was into the exact same stuff as you and happened to be around to talk about it near the time of posting.

Like, I miss LJ/DW but a photoset or rambling meta post about a less-favoured character from an older show would barely get noticed there, whereas on Tumblr because of how tagging and reblogging works, the people who are interested will likely see the post and get involved in the discussion even if you don’t move in the same circles. That’s valuable to me.

Also, aside from the question of engaging with other fans, because I’m deeply obsessed with my main fandom (Star Trek) I’m constantly looking for new ways to experience it, other than constantly rewatching, which takes up a lot of time and isn’t always practical. When I was a kid I collected magazines and merchandise, bought tie-in books, etc. Tumblr is great for me because it’s the perfect way to constantly be experiencing the thing(s) I love in small chunks that let me indulge my obsession and remember my favourite bits while still having time for other stuff.

So yeah I guess what I’m saying is, LJ/DW are great platforms with a lot going for them, but so is Tumblr. Would be nice if we could have the best aspects of both in one place!

I actually like Tumblr because of its conversation mechanic.

See, I have a lot of trouble initiating conversations. Because of the focus on reblogging, I can more or less fully participate in Tumblr life without ever having to bring myself to create a post. Everywhere else, I’m just a commenter. Here, I’m a blogger. I never thought I would be able to have a blog before Tumblr, and I still don’t think I could have it elsewhere. (Not any elsewhere I’ve seen so far, anyway.)


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ilzolende:

Why do some people not want their content/trigger note/warning tags to be usable for sorting purposes? I ask this not because I think this is bad but rather because I completely fail to understand why this occurs.

Clearly, there is a cost in having to add junk tags or append random numbers to avoid showing up in a search for, say, #violence cw, so if people do this anyway there must be some reason to.

I think they’re afraid of trolls looking through the warning tags for “SJWs” to harass.


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welcome–to–awkwardville:

brin-bellway:

welcome–to–awkwardville:

the troubles of a person with prosopagnosia and anxiety:

*sees post with pictures of very popular actor they look at pictures of all day*

*tags it with name of very popular actor*

*almost clicks the reblog button*

*checks pictures five times to make sure the pictures actually portray very famous actor and not someone who looks a bit like him*

*feels ashamed because they literally look at pictures of very famous actor all day so it’s very embarrassing not to be sure if it’s really him*

Would you like advice or do you just want to vent? I don’t want to go barging in here with tips if that wouldn’t be appropriate.

it’s okay! i wouldn’t mind advice :)

I’ve found the TagViewer extension for XKit to be very helpful for this situation. To give a relatively recent example (that I’m not sure whether I ever actually reblogged, but it’s still a good example of the process):

1. See gifset of person who may or may not be Taylor Swift playing with small fluffy animals.

2. Press TagViewer button on post.

3. Scroll through the list of reblogs with tags and what tags they used. See that the majority of reblogs with any tags at all contain the tag “taylor swift”, “tswift”, “tay-tay”, or other variations thereupon. See that nobody has tagged it with a name other than Taylor Swift.

4. Feel much more confident that the picture is of Taylor Swift now that you’ve gotten dozens of concurring opinions.


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welcome–to–awkwardville:

the troubles of a person with prosopagnosia and anxiety:

*sees post with pictures of very popular actor they look at pictures of all day*

*tags it with name of very popular actor*

*almost clicks the reblog button*

*checks pictures five times to make sure the pictures actually portray very famous actor and not someone who looks a bit like him*

*feels ashamed because they literally look at pictures of very famous actor all day so it’s very embarrassing not to be sure if it’s really him*

Would you like advice or do you just want to vent? I don’t want to go barging in here with tips if that wouldn’t be appropriate.


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ozymandias271:

itsbenedict:

joyceanfartboner:

realtalk make a pact w/ me if i ever am like “yo im caught in a time loop” please believe me i promise i wont ever use it as a prank either like ive been watching a lot of tv shows and movies w/ fucking time loop plotpoints where one character knows it and if i ever become that person i want to not have to constantly prove it to them. just take it on honest that a magic or something happened.

aight so here’s my policy on this for anyone in this situation: i’ve come up with a passphrase ahead of time that you can tell me to indicate that you’re in a time loop. on the first time around, you’re going to have to actually prove you’re timelooping to me, but as soon as you do so, i give you the passphrase, and you can use that to cut to the chase on subsequent loops. 

your passphrase can also be used to easily identify versions of yourself from the future!

#everyone should have a passphrase #a simple step to prepare for a wide variety of SFnal plotlines

*nod* I have a passphrase, good back to about age fourteen. Also an (unrelated) Standard Thought for use on people claiming they can read my mind, to make sure I can think of something other than the obvious, easily guessable stuff like “I hope they can’t read my mind; that would be pretty privacy-invading if they could do that”. (I suppose I could use the first passphrase as the second (not the other way ‘round), but that’s not how it’s worked out.)

I also have a “your memory’s been erased” signal that past selves can leave for me to find. Several, in fact, to cover a range of time and materials needed.


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nuclearspaceheater:

brin-bellway:

I’m not either of those people (though, fittingly enough, I suppose you’ll have to take my word on that), but I might be able to help with your curiosity.

I’ve never understood the idea of an identity one isn’t invested in. It doesn’t matter to me, emotionally, whether people are insulting me-under-a-temporary-name or me-under-a-long-term-name. They’re still insulting me. I was, according to both memories and external records, much more nervous about interacting with people under the Brin name when it was new than I am now. (I think this is mostly because I didn’t have as much experience yet with the communities I was in, so didn’t have as good an idea of what would get me yelled at and how to avoid it.)

“What gets me is that people completely squander the potential of the Internet by building a unified identity on it. Like, you can do that in meat-space?“

To me, the potential of the Internet is a world where communication is text-based by default. Sure, I could build an identity in meatspace, but I’d have to communicate in voice all the time: always scrambling to keep up with the pace, no time or opportunity to correct “typos” (or to decide that the thing is better left entirely unsaid), often not even getting to speak at all because of meatspace’s utter lack of support for cross-posting (which means I have to either crowbar my way into the conversation by talking over people until they shut up (this rarely works), or (more likely) waiting for everyone else to spontaneously decide to stop talking so I can get a word in edgewise). (Apparently neurotypicals have some kind of Asking for a Turn to Speak ritual involving staring at the current speaker’s eyes, but I’ve never managed to find out the details.)

I’m also faceblind, which makes unification of meatspace identities a lot harder. I dislike the assumption that meatspace identities are naturally unified, because it leads to things like my former art teacher thinking he doesn’t have to introduce himself to me before trying to strike up a conversation at the park. (He does have to introduce himself, or else I’m going to give him the cold shoulder, as is customary for unaccompanied* adolescents approached by adult strangers. (Especially when the adolescent is female and the adult is male, but I come from a culture with very strong talking-to-strangers taboos such that that would be frowned upon regardless of the genders.)) People might wear several nametags on the Internet, but at least they don’t expect you to recognise them unprompted when they’re wearing a different nametag or none at all, and they don’t have to switch nametags when entering a new environment.

Hanging out with Australians is neat too, and something that’s often cited as being the potential of the Internet, but it’s more of a bonus to me.

*I was with my mother, but she was in the bathroom at the time.

I can definitely see now how someone such as yourself would see different potential in the Internet.

Though, one part that jumped out at me was, “I’ve never understood the idea of an identity one isn’t invested in. It doesn’t matter to me, emotionally, whether people are insulting me-under-a-temporary-name or me-under-a-long-term-name.“

I suppose an implicit part of not being invested in an identity is to be able to wear that identity, and the things you do with it, without deeply considering it to be you in the first place. Like, somebody’s not insulting me-under-the-name-NuclearSpaceHeater, they’re insulting NuclearSpaceHeater. If it becomes inconvenient to be NuclearSpaceHeater, I will go be somebody else. If you don’t mind my asking, do you feel that you’re capable of imagining what it is like to be a spy?

I think the difference here is that I’m emphasizing the part of identity that consists of what the locals think about you. Hence why maintaining different names is liberating: there’s no worry about the locals changing how they think about one identity based on everything you do everywhere else. Which yudkowsky may have had a problem with in regards to people having a lower opinion of HPMOR based on his LessWrong work. (But, of course, possibly easier to use LessWrong social capital to get readers of HPMOR, and vice versa. Tradeoffs, as there are.)

Hmm. I suppose I can imagine being a spy, but not being someone with an aptitude for spying. Doing my mission in spite of caring about my infiltration persona, rather than not caring.

“I think the difference here is that I’m emphasizing the part of identity that consists of what the locals think about you. Hence why maintaining different names is liberating: there’s no worry about the locals changing how they think about one identity based on everything you do everywhere else.“

I was confused by this at first, but upon closer inspection I think you’re using a narrower definition of “local” than I was thinking of. You seem to be referring to people who are local at the present moment. I might well describe myself as caring what the locals think of me, but I’d mean that I care about the thoughts of everyone who is at least sometimes local to me, simultaneously.


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nuclearspaceheater:

wirehead-wannabe:

funereal-disease:

theunitofcaring:

I’m not a fan of hateblogging/hatesites. 

I had a whole bunch of elaborate justifications here, but the real true reason is that if someone ever did that to my writing (which, admittedly, isn’t that good and has lots of Problematic tropes in it and of which you could probably come up with a quite biting mockery) I would never write again.

Every piece of art posted to a ‘delusional artists’ site was drawn by an artist- sure, a bad artist, but if you think that’s morally relevant here I honestly don’t know what to say to you – a person who might see it and watch their work circulate to be laughed at and that hurts. Some of them will give up on drawing forever.

Every terribly written fanfic on fanfiction.net was written by a person. And your nastiness will make them hesitate next time they try to put something they care about on paper.

This is true even if your nastiness is brave and clever and snarky. This is true even if the artist ‘thinks too highly of themselves’ or is ‘popular’ or is ‘more popular than they deserve’ or is an ‘attention [slur]’. This is true even if the artist reacts badly to criticism. 

I don’t like the idea that a thick skin is mandatory to post art online, and that the lack of one is an extra thing to mock the artist for.

I don’t like the idea that, when an author says, ‘what you’re doing really fucking hurts me, and it would mean the world to me if you would just not talk about my work,“ “lol watch them have a public breakdown lol they can’t take criticism’ is a remotely appropriate response.

Tearing people down is not a superpower. 

See also: exactly how I feel about GOMI

(Directed at both of you)

How do you guys feel about mocking smut? Both in the sense of “wow this exists” (Khal Drogo/Barney the Dinosaur crossover fics) and technical skill (“he shoved his big funstick in here moist meat cavern”).

What gets me is that people completely squander the potential of the Internet by building a unified identity on it. Like, you can do that in meat-space? In fact, having a single identity there is a very “opt-out” sort of situation! Whereas I’ve written things, drawn things, and sold physical fan-merch, but I’ve done it all under different names, all of which are different from the names I use when commenting on blogs, the emails I give to people I meet in meat-space, et cetera.

Looking back, I’ve never worried about having my work mocked, but if my Internet presence was just me, then I wonder if I might! Hell, I wonder if I’d have ever done any of the weirder projects I’ve done if they would automatically be associated with all of my other aliases or even my True Name, instead of being a single-project DeviantArt page I can abandon and resurrect at will if I close the project or want to give it another go.

Which also ties into something nostalgebraist said in this thread about the response to HPMOR, “Instead, the criticism is largely driven by things that people also dislike about EY’s nonfiction writing:“ Well, what if yudkowsky had published that story under a different name with no discoverable links to his other work? Why was it necessary to associate it with his True Name? And the key word is necessary. This is the Internet. The default should be anonymity and pseudonomity. If he didn’t have a specific, good reason to tie together the identity of “Less Wrong admin and writer of the Sequences,” and the identity of “author of HPMOR,” he should at least not have done so by default.

And if he hadn’t (or rather, if you hadn’t, Eleizer, because I’m honestly curious as to how you imagine yourself to have felt if you hadn’t, because otherwise I’m only going on my own internal experience with this) would it have made it easier for him to take the harsher criticism of HPMOR? Would you, theunitofcaring or you, slatestarscratchpad, perhaps be able to continue writing if you did not so much have your work brutally shot down, but were merely pretending to be an author whose work got brutally shot down?

Maybe you’d still have the same problem. I am curious, though, because I know I’m a lot more confident and experimental in the creative things I do on the Internet, because I do it with identities I’m not overly invested in.

I’m not either of those people (though, fittingly enough, I suppose you’ll have to take my word on that), but I might be able to help with your curiosity.

I’ve never understood the idea of an identity one isn’t invested in. It doesn’t matter to me, emotionally, whether people are insulting me-under-a-temporary-name or me-under-a-long-term-name. They’re still insulting me. I was, according to both memories and external records, much more nervous about interacting with people under the Brin name when it was new than I am now. (I think this is mostly because I didn’t have as much experience yet with the communities I was in, so didn’t have as good an idea of what would get me yelled at and how to avoid it.)

“What gets me is that people completely squander the potential of the Internet by building a unified identity on it. Like, you can do that in meat-space?“

To me, the potential of the Internet is a world where communication is text-based by default. Sure, I could build an identity in meatspace, but I’d have to communicate in voice all the time: always scrambling to keep up with the pace, no time or opportunity to correct “typos” (or to decide that the thing is better left entirely unsaid), often not even getting to speak at all because of meatspace’s utter lack of support for cross-posting (which means I have to either crowbar my way into the conversation by talking over people until they shut up (this rarely works), or (more likely) waiting for everyone else to spontaneously decide to stop talking so I can get a word in edgewise). (Apparently neurotypicals have some kind of Asking for a Turn to Speak ritual involving staring at the current speaker’s eyes, but I’ve never managed to find out the details.)

I’m also faceblind, which makes unification of meatspace identities a lot harder. I dislike the assumption that meatspace identities are naturally unified, because it leads to things like my former art teacher thinking he doesn’t have to introduce himself to me before trying to strike up a conversation at the park. (He does have to introduce himself, or else I’m going to give him the cold shoulder, as is customary for unaccompanied* adolescents approached by adult strangers. (Especially when the adolescent is female and the adult is male, but I come from a culture with very strong talking-to-strangers taboos such that that would be frowned upon regardless of the genders.)) People might wear several nametags on the Internet, but at least they don’t expect you to recognise them unprompted when they’re wearing a different nametag or none at all, and they don’t have to switch nametags when entering a new environment.

Hanging out with Australians is neat too, and something that’s often cited as being the potential of the Internet, but it’s more of a bonus to me.

*I was with my mother, but she was in the bathroom at the time.


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